Jan 11, 2012

POEM: Unspoken Thoughts

by Amal Milaa Filza


It feels like my heart is broken.
Thoughts unspoken.
Why don’t they understand?
Close my eyes, count the teardrops.
They just don’t realize.
Culture vs religion.
Unlock the door.
Wind too strong,
Holding me in a place I don’t belong.
Where do I go, when there is no place left anymore?

Sometimes I really don’t know where I can find acceptance in this world full of rejection. They don’t seem to understand the language I am speaking.

An outcast within my own family, a weirdo at the family gatherings, I can hear them talking behind my back, making fun of my acts. I really don’t know where I can find acceptance in this world full of rejection.

I try to reach my hand out. Pull them into my bubble of faith. I try to explain why I love Him so much yet no one who cares.. They don’t seem to understand the language I am speaking.

It hurts to know, that I’m a stranger in a place I should call home. I have become the object of ridicule. I really don’t know where I can find acceptance in this world full of rejection.

I try to get closer to my Creator; I only want to please my Sustainer.
The people that are so dear to me, don’t seem to understand the language I am speaking..

May Allah subhaana wa ta'aala guide them to the right path and may the light of Islam shine within their hearts. Ameen.


Ameen ameen. May Allah (swt) ease things for you and guide your family and those close to you!

may Allaah bless u.
la tahzan inna allaaha ma'an.
be not sad(or afraid).surely Allaah is with us"(9:40)

may Allah ta'ala make things easy for you and raise your rank and guide us all

sister watch this quite short video by Nouman Ali Khan  - google 'Just when you decide to change'
maasha'Allah it's a really beautiful and uplifting reminder!

Assalamualkum dear sister in Islam.

Firstly, truly jaz'zak Allah'hu khayur for sharing your deep & genuine work of purity.

Secondly sis, you are never alone because Allah is 24/7 always there. You are not isloated because you have been accepted by the most popular group of merciful Allah, His noble angels, & ALL his 'true' followers which is Ummat Sayidinah Muhammed (PBUH).

Thirdly, the secret to actually being accepted by people is:
'Everything of the world becomes obedient to him, who is obedient to almighty Allah' - Hadhrat Sirri Saqti
Make matters well between you and Allah & Allah will make matters well between you & people.

Lastly sis, as long as your doing what pleases Allah then put your mind at peace. Tears made for the dunya are a waste of energy, so keep your tears in your repentence & for the afterlife. And we shouldn't cry over our situation, but cry over their choice of the dunya.You might feel ignored or hidden but walahe the righteous ones are seen like a full bright moon in the angels perception, like glimmering stars.

Remember that Prophet Muhammed (PBUH) worried so much about His (PBUH) Ummah in doing right so 'Be Strong' & stay stable on the righteous path of light.

From your Libyan sister in Islam, Mabrouka Al-Tajoury.


Ameen sister! Thank you so much for your comment and dua! JazakAllahu Khairan dear sister!

Ameen sister, JazakAllah Khairan! You are completely right, Alhamdoulilah for that :)

Ameen! Thank you dear sister!

JazakAllah Khairan for sharing this video, I will watch it as soon as possible! I love all his video's and I'm sure this one will also be Masha'Allah:)

A3likoum Salaam dear sister!

Thank you so much for your kind words and reminders! JazakAllahu Khairan! I really appreciate it sister!

You are completely right, yet its hard when the people that are most close to you, don't share the love you have for our Creator. But khair Insha'Allah! I'll keep making dua :)

Thank you again! May Allah reward you with Jennatul Firdaus! Ameen.

Amal Milaa Filza


this utterly spoke to my heart.  Finding acceptance in this life is a hard thing indeed. May Allah give us the sabr and peace we need to endure and find our place and live with accepting ourselves. 

This is soooo beautiful, may Allah swt ease your affairs, Ameen ♥

Wa Alaikoum Salaam,

Ameen on your beautiful dua and JazakAllahu Khairan for your comment!

JazakAllahu khairan!
Ameen and May Allah bless you! <3

as salaam alaikum warahmatullahi may Allah swt make things easy for you i have found the you tube channel and website onewaytoparadise a refuge that understands wht i have to undertake and provides sustance by remind me from the unthentic Quran and Sunnah; may it do the same for u amin

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